Here are some facts about me that no one really cares about, but I'll post them anyway :P 

1. Talking about books makes me happy. 
2. I'm still afraid of the dark. 
3. Though red is my favorite color, Yellow rose is my favorite flower. 
4. I can move my ears without touching them. 
5. The middle finger of my right hand, has a second nail. I lost my first when I was a kid. 

Friday. 11/5/2012. 
I was at my Grandma's. We had a family gathering. We had some guests as well. Me and my aunt & the quests were upstairs when my little sister came telling us that my cousin was lost. Since she's a kid, we didn't really pay much attention to her.  But later the maid came upstairs and told us that she , my cousin Judi, was lost and that everyone was looking for her. We rushed downstairs, and just when we were on the stairs, we heard screams and I saw my other cousin crying and screaming. Then I saw it, Judi was on the floor, my uncle beside her, pressing hard on her chest, I heard someone scream '' She is not breathing''. I just stood there, shocked, it took me a moment to realize what was happening. Then I started screaming and crying. They rushed her then to the hospital leaving us at home, praying for her to come back alright. She did come back, but she was already dead. I still can't forget her face when she lay there stiff and cold. I can't . I just can't. It was terrible. The whole damn thing. It's been 3 days now. I know she's gone to a better place but she was so small, so young, only 1 year old.  I still can't accept the whole thing. It just seems so unbelievable. It's like I'll sleep tonight and I'll wake up to find her here, laughing and playing.  She drowned. In a water bucket in the bathroom. We were just so careless. It's all our fault. Oh my God! She was there for almost 5 minutes. I can't even imagine it. I can't. how terrible it must have been for her. I just wish for her to come back. I swear I'd die for her instead.